Saturday, August 03, 2002

Hmm im back again.. after MIA.. haha Hmm came back from rehearsal and school.. wah time flies so fast when ur havin fun hehe..
Had class today.. hmm saturday class.. gee.. but itz really kewlz.. its gonna get me closer to my dream of being a journalist or a news broadcaster!! =)

So i love it and plus we get to learn to design website and all and do some marketing communications.. i dun care.. even after i graduate.. even if it means competing with mass com diploma students or comm studies ntu students.. i know i got the gutz to dare to be different! To work hard to get what i want.. but then again all is up to FAte and in God's hands. I can only persevere, put in loads of effort and PRAY!
Nevertheless i hope all this dreaming would come true eventually.. becoming a great dancer and at the same being a great student with first class honours graduate, a filial daughter, a wonderful friend and a loving girlfren... haiz... why am i talking about myself.. i've no idea but this is MY personal journal hahaha =P~~

Saturday, July 20, 2002

Logged on again this time to check mail. Gotta go for early morning rehearsal at 9.30am at UCC Nus. Grr... wonder what time im gonna wake up.. or more like if i can wake up. Haiz..
Juz returned home from uncle's kenduri for his new grandchild. Now feeling all yucky cuz ate all that nasi minyak.. soo oily.. everything was soo oily. Then ate durians too *hehe*
My dearie's gone to JB for go-karting. Haiz.. wish i could go with him. But im still young and still under curfew.. no way would my parents allow me to do such things.
Good news today though.. daddy actually bought a car! And he bought it for me.. not that ive gotten my licence or passed my driving test yet. But he said its in anticipation of my licence. so hopefully i will pass and get my licence by this December before my birthday! It'll be a great b'day present!
Then i'd have a car to drive immediately.. woohoo!!!! =)
*prays hard*

Monday, July 15, 2002

Hmm.. well what can i say! Finally i've actually set foot in here
This is pretty kewl really! =)
But dun think i would be able to keep up with my journal..
Probably wun even have the time to come in here to update
Then again who cares! *haha*
Well juz gonna say HEY anyway *grinz*
Just when you think that life is a puddle of mud
And you've lost all senses, sight and all
Clawing for something to hold on to, clinging as if life depended
Clouded vision starts to clear and once again you see
As it should be
You realise that things are not so bad
That things sometimes just don't appear the way you want it to
Nobody really cares, and neither should you
Walk straight up, confident of direction
Smile as wide as the heart deems
Laugh out loud when life humours
Never say sorry, never look back
To sigh is to regret and such is not perfect
Search deep within to discover the passion
To explore the intensity and emotions of oneself
Only to find that it's a simple soul within an intricate mind
A beautiful body, the purest of heart
Remember this and remember well
Sing like nobody's listening
Dance like nobody's watching
And live life like there's no tomorrow..